Up and Down

Well today I thought went really well :) I was happy, I haven't been happy in such a long time, some people would say differently, but all day long I was my old happy self. And I missed that feeling. But last night was rough, I explained it in my last blog "Confusion" but my best friend forced me to talk to her even though I couldn't talk because I was crying to hard. But she said "I don't care Erika if you can't talk to me, but you can listan" So Kylie and me talked on the phone for probably 45 mins or so. And I was so thankful to have her. She is younger than me, but yet has a firmer grip on life than I do. Which is freaking AWESOME!!! But I just wanted to kinda brag about my day, and tonight I'm going to sleep with good, safe, happy thoughts :)